Sometimes, I wonder if I'll forever be like this—longing for the weekends, the paydays, the seat sales and the long drives. I wonder how long it'll take me to break free from the cycle and just enjoy the now. To be able to just live in the moment without my heart wanting for more, to just lay down looking at the stars without a hole in my chest. Do we all reach that point in our lives where we just surrender what's not meant for us and still find peace? I hope so. I really do. - Jun Mark Patila
